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[November 13 2006] |
i'm finally 18!
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[August 3 2006] |
i'm getting my wisdom teeth out in 3 hours.
i'm nervous as fuck.
25 days.
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[July 7 2006] |
taking back sunday tonight!
last night was fun.
summer is def better.
cleveland on sunday to meet my roomie!
4th of july sucked.
not as good as last year....hah.
i like my new phone a lot.
palmy. (the treo). it's nice.
i met some cute boyz.
eek.!
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[January 1 2006] |
all i can do is fucking laugh.
hahahahahahahahahahahaahhaha.
hellllllllllo 2006!
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[November 13 2005] |
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IT'S MY 17TH BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[July 18 2005] |
finalllllllyyyyy.....
FRIENDS ONLY!
COMMENT TO BE ADDED // STAY ADDED // K LOVE YOU ALL
THATS WHATS UP!
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[July 18 2005] |
i got a fucking 5 on my ap us history exam as well as on psychology...this is glorious
i don't think i've been this happy in awhile
like i haven't stopped smiling all day
things have been better
despite shit with my mom
laguna beach is really soon
i don't know where the summer has gone
i've never felt so accomplished
all that stress
from the school year
wow
i got my a
despite my c and 3 b's
despite being in the hospital for a week and not going to school
all a's. 1 b. that fucking owns.
wow.
wow.
wow.
i also am so proud of burning rosewood
for winning yesterday
i've never seen them play so well
they're so good
ah
hahahah
i hate the city
baltimore city that is
i hate nj too
and bitches
and hoes
for that matter
but honestly
i'm terrified of stuttering black males that approach me and hannah and rory and trevor near my car
asking for money
i mean
it kind of seemed legit
and sad
until of course he mixed up the he and she
then obviously it was for drugs
i totally just forgot i was typing this
im going to bed
or reading
im tired
big day tomorrow
he makes me happpppyyyyy%!#!!!!!
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[July 14 2005] |
nothing really is new
work sucks
my anxiety problems are back again
i hate having to make drinks when the line is really long
i basically freak out
and mess up
it's terrible
but starbucks does have this sw33t new green tea drink...like green tea lemonade
and a green tea frappachino...kinda good not gonna lie...
but yeah
laguna beach is so soon
i can't believe it
i'm so excited
my mom is away all week
and surprisingly...
i'm doing less than i would when she is home
no parties
no people
no staying out late
just being lame...and complaining
basically
k thats kind of a lie
but whatever.
who the shit cares...
there's been nothing to do
weather sucks
hannah and i did have an adventure on tuesday
when we dropped my mom at the airport and roadtripped around dc
we basically got lost
then got slap happy
and i was all dizzy and tingly
got some cool shit at urban...ie tshirt, gym shorts, tank top
k thats kinda lame
we were gonna go to tysons
but my dumbass cannot navigate
and we went over the same fucking bridge like 4 times
then missed 495
got the sweetest, most accurate directions
passed a pretty nice can-el (hahahahaha hannah)
then after going around one loop on 495 and missing the exit to maryland because hannah was on the fucking phone
i finally figured it out
and hit extreme amounts of traffic
it ruled
basically
then at night
i rested
then hannah forced me out
we saw the new apt
she lacerated her foot via picture frame
i got carpet fuzz on my black tee
and we caused problems at walmart, got pimp goblets, and had gelato
delicious
i have work today at 5
until 10
therefore
i'm missing all time low
at the snowball stand
i'm so sad
so
so
so
sad
oh well
perhaps i will see them in new jersey this weekend...
here are some pics
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[July 10 2005] |
it's not supposed to fucking be like this.
not at all.
it wasn't supposed to happen.
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[July 7 2005] |
i'm happier than i've ever been in awhile.
that's a big step for me.
i never thought this would happen to me.
and i guess it is.
i just gotta get used to it.
and i'm not gonna lie.
i'm kind of scared.
fourth of july was pretty much great.
well at first it wasn't.
i was being all depressed and emo.
then josh was nice.
made a call.
and things got better.
all i do is work.
really early in the fucking morning.
this weekend should rule.
starting tomorrow.
thurs. emanuel/circa survive/atl = yes.
fri. sonya's bday show -->party = gjkslgk!!!
sat. gatsby+br=wahooo
sun. work at 545 am -->fuck
my mom is starting to hate me again.
i want ap scores back.
i better have gotten that 5 on ap us history.
i could quite possibly be the happiest person on earth if that happens to me.
i swear.
pray for me.
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[July 3 2005] |
i feel like shit
i'm not going to wake up for a year
basically
goodbye goodnight have a good day
love
kisses
drugs
hugs
mugs
bugs
gross
bye
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[July 2 2005] |
When will it ever be enough?
I still give in.
I
Always
Want so much
But
You give so little
I
Always
Put myself out on the line
You
Pull me in, so carefully
So carefully
So that you get
Exactly
What
You
Want
I
Don't even know what it is about you
But I like it
blahblahblah
all i've been doing
since watching degrassi twice and watching that instant start shit show
has been writing
both shows were amazing tonight
with linds and i commentating
it was brilliant
tomorrow should be fun
2$ show
whatev
let's get crunk in the club
basically
hannah soon
smiles
yay
i'd go by the book
i'd forget those "nervous looks"
they weren't nervous
maybe it was you
not me
SW33T!
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[June 30 2005] |
sometimes i don't know what to say
and i guess
that it is better that way
but dfgkhjlkldfshkje;krj5h345435sjfhslfgjkjdslkhjgdhjj,gdfjddddddxcvnm,
i wish it was nicer outside
i wish hannah was home
i wish i didn't have to pay for gas
i wish my mom was away
i wish i didn't have to deal with any pikesville kids ever
i wish i could go back in time
fix things
not fuck up
not do stupid shit
never regret
anything
but i always do
for some weird reason
but it's what i want at the time
so it really shouldn't matter
unless i'm wasted of course
sw33t c453y
i wonder what he would say if he could talk to me now
or see me
or hug me
or something
i don't even remember what it's like anymore
it's been like 6 years, but it's harder than ever
no one really understands
sometimes i just cry to hannah
never let me drive while i'm crying
ever
2 nights ago i had a dream i got like a boxing glove tattoo on the inside of my forearm
it was red ink
and it swelled up
but it didn't look like a fucking boxing glove
it looked like a penis
oh well
then i woke up in the morning and checked to see if i had a red penis tattoo on my arm
i don't
in case you cared
i'm sure no one cares when they read this
or if they do
i love them
you've got potential
Fall Out Girl22: YAY CASEY IS HAPPY
Fall Out Girl22: HAPPY CASEY HAPPY CASEY
i guess we could say that
it's kind of rare
so it must be cherished.
come home
i miss you
:(
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[June 28 2005] |
ahhhhh
i don't want to mess up this time
i don't think i will
i hope not
hannah comes home on saturday
my camera broke, but i think it's fixed now
the thunderstorms today scared me
it would have been better if i was with someone
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
what do i do?!$?!@$!%$#@
i have work at 630am tomorrow
it never ends
errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
♥
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| tonight tonight |
[June 28 2005] |
tonight was awesssssssomeeeeee
i had so much fun
not even going to lie
i changed my layout again
it's pretty sweet
um what else
well
stuff
things
i want hannah to come home
july 3 blahlsfhslkgj sunday!
but yeah
i'm so confused about things
not really
i think i'm the happiest i've ever been
my report card grades were fabuloussssss all a's 2 b's
at least i busted my ass this year for something
and then ap scores soon
sat scores.
eh
act scores.
eh
i mean i'll get into college
i'll end up at gw
fuck upenn and my legacy
i mean i have a chance but not good enough
my essay will own with my usage of the format lyrics
but my essay will be my strongpoint
i think i'm going to volunteer with the cancer center at the hospital or something
that's pretty important to me
coincidences are so weird.
so are names.
and i believe in signs.
and i know it's pretty fucked up but like
same names
and like
wow idk prob too good to be true but like maybe
who knows
this time
it could be different
i drove around so fucking much tonight
it was glorious
i broke provisionals
and laid in the backseat of my car talking to sara on the phone
i hate distance
i hate driving
jk i love driving
i hate gas
i hate paying for things
i wish i had infinite money
i would be a fucking pimp on wheels
i mean i already am
but like
come on now
raaaaaaaar
i love my girls a whole bunch
we basically took like 4568736 pictures tonight
and then had 348673896 people say like..."omg, aren't you in the fantastic 4"
hahaha i loved when we went up to that kid
tom
hahahaha
he's so hot omg
linds and i love him
basically
i kind of want a sidekick
i was on sara's all night tonight
and pretended it was mine
umm so like gatsby was good tonight
and i enjoyed them
etc etc etc i like to dance
and then i was in shock by burning rosewood, they were amazing.
best show i've seen them do, ever
crazy
ok here are pictures
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[June 25 2005] |
lindsey is over.
you should be jealous.
we had a fun sleepover.
too bad you were not here.
because fucking alex.
ruined our plans.
ughhh.
rude.
so i locked my keys in the house.
so at like 130 my momma had to let us in.
i felt reasonably bad.
oh well.
lalala.
i am not going to head automatica tonight?
unlike 394673498473963 sceneyboppers.
i am kind of sad.
i have to babysit.
then sunday i have work at 5am.
i want monday to come.
right now.
like.
right now.
hahahaha.
people who matter know why.
hahahahaha.
♥
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[June 23 2005] |
blah blah
it was amazing outside today
so i woke up early
took my car to the shop
layed outside in the yard for a good 2 hours and napped while listening to sw33t tunez via my laptop
then of course i played some sims
and i made a fantastic 4 family
and uhh..
an atl sim family
there.
i said it.
hahahahaahahahah
yeah.
it's pretty sweet.
then i went outside more
i felt so bored and hopeless since i had no car
like i mean you can feel bored but still know you have a vehicle to go somewhere
but wow
when you know you're just home
with no ride
it sucks.
so then i took a nap
for ilke 2 hours
i'm so unproductive. it basically rules.
so then i picked up carson
picked up dinner
played more sims
thennnn i went to dessert at fridays
which was fun
i had warm apple crisp
and i saw all my girls that hadn't seen all summer and said bye to the ones who were going away :(
blahblahblah it's not the same anymore
i guess it's my fault
on the bright side
tomorrow should be AMAZINGGG
i'm looking fwd to it
linds...atl...smir...more atl...54586758687tyoulyggjhvgjgh
whatev
that's how we roll
i guess you should just learn to deal
that's right bitches.
i'm really excited for monday too.
not even going to lie.
i'm so sad i cannot attend on saturday to see head automatica.
bahhhyjgrhd;lz
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[June 23 2005] |
THEY TOOk MY BABY AWAY.
I WANT HIM BACK.
NOW.
ldfkjgd;lshjdlfkhjdlshjd;glhjfd;lkhjdsf;lkhjs;lhkds;lhkjfsd;lhk
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[June 22 2005] |
i miss hannah too much.
the fantastics must be reunited ASAP.
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